From: acidicfog	Date: June 2nd, 2009 05:35 am (UTC)		(Link)

I miss you so much.
I don't have words for it.
It's so big I don't even have the capacity for feeling it.
But I do feel it, I miss you so much, and I wish I were dead.

I don't know.
I'm sorry for everything, absolutely everything.
I wish I'd never met you, I wish I could've saved you all the trouble I caused just by not being around. I wish I could at very least make you happy. I wish I could've made you happy when I was able to. I ruined everything. I wish things were different.

I wish I were gone with you.
Or maybe just gone in general.